Film is real. A film image is dirty -- it's flawed with imperfections and all the scars of real existence. Film has a soul -- the soul that inhabits anything that comes into existence by growing and being physically shaped, by molecules being moved around. Film is the opposite of just abstract numbers. You can't disguise or hide film's soul. The dirt doesn't wash off -- it won't scrub clean. Film is organic as opposed to artificial and it shows. Lay out a dozen mixed images and the film images are always immediately recognizable as genuine. Their soul shines through....... Nah, film has grain
But it does highlight a problem. Many don't ever question the nature of how they see but believe that the object that they *see* is in fact the object as it stands in front of them. It's an assumption that promotes what I find a *weird* idea, that what you see is absolute visual reality and exists in the absolute visual reality of an object. A smile exists on the face of the one smiling and also in the photograph, it's a visual reality that absolutely exists in the object.
And it leads to a false presumption about the nature of photography:
Cameras are able to capture subtleties we don't see, nuances of expression and light, the emotive impact of what's in front of us... This leads us to the contradiction because if this is true and the absolute visual reality is contained within the image then the other half of the equation must be:
...and the human eye is a precision optical instrument that captures exactly what's in front of it.
Which is kinda the wrong way around: Cameras capture exactly what's in front of them and the human eye is capable of picking up on subtle nuance. And emotive impact only happens as a reaction to what you see, it doesn't exist in the image at all. Happiness is our ability to recognise the shapes in faces and through experience and associate them with the emotions we feel when we smile and laugh.
Film has many restrictions, but does that make digital better? Digital can capture colour and sharpness in low light, it can capture detail in shadows, freeze action and capture the absolute visual reality of a moment. Great, but as absolute visual reality is not contained in a photograph but in our human interpretion and how we relate it to our experience is there really much point in chasing after it's existence and trying to *capture* that reality as a product of the light it reflects? When we are very young we learn to see by touch, our worlds extend to what we can feel. We associate touch to the 3D shape of objects and their textures, weight. Texture is the memory of touch, not the physical reality of contrast contained in a photograph...
Film has no soul, but it does have a history and that history has meaning in our experience and memory. It's restrictions and the creative solutions to the problem wrote the book on the *visual language of photography* that we still use today. Shallow DOF to secure shutter speed and silky water to secure DOF... The abstractions in images and how we interpret them are because of that history, they no longer show us anything we haven't seen before. Also those old images have to be viewed in the context of the time they were taken. Robertson's "Fading Away" and "Autumn" are composites by necessity of process rather than artistic intent and were a greater depiction of reality than the alternative of the time, an artist with a brush. In fact today they are seen for what they are, and have been lampooned as a vision of complete falsity. In their day they weren't really seen as *artistic*, "Fading Away" being against the sensibilities of what many wished to hang on their walls but both were slightly *kitsch*.
The abstractions in images are the result of process, the deserted streets in old images a direct result of slow emulsions not lack of people and was seen as *unreal* hence the impact of *real* street scenes when light and emulsion speed allowed.
In many ways that *old film look* is as much a process of subject matter, the limitations of film and our association of the image with nostalgia and memory rather than the *absolute physical reality* of a film *look*. Film was actually far more varied than the current trend in digital with the number of different formats, emulsions, lenses and the restrictions each placed on images. It's look is much more diverse than the modern digital trend of sharpness, detail and the need to capture an absolute physical reality in an image.
This trend to nail photography to absolutes has always been present, mainly because those who photograph were predominantly *left brain* thinkers concerned with science and the exact way a camera captures and forms an image, very few women were taken seriously until recently. Artists however have always been concerned with the way we as humans see and respond to the visual stimulus placed in front of us. It continues today but with a technical precision that promotes the idea we can capture reality and present it in an image, and with it comes the idea that the *look* is absolute and contained within the image itself.
We are capable of seeing very subtle differences in images, mostly subconsciously. It's these subtitles that really distinguish digital from film rather than the other way around. We see digital as *all encompassing* and the pinnacle rather than the history and variety of film images against the lesser historical narrative of digital. We believe that we can create anything with digital because it is more advanced, more capable. But is it? Film defined the language of photography in a way that digital has not had the time to. We want to believe that digital can do everything that film did because we want to believe that it's better. We have this fixed idea that more DR, sharper lenses, better sensors transforms into better images where all of photographic history has shown the opposite. That the artistic side is only revealed when we forget about absolute visual reality and technical correctness and start to explore how the camera abstracts our world.
In film that abstraction was the result of the limitations. Now because we've removed those limitations we think that we can reproduce the look of film more easily. To me the way to do it is to put the limitations back and there's no easier way than to use film. However I don't really tell people what I used to capture an image, I don't feel it's important for them to know or that it has any relevance to the subject. I'm taking a picture *on* film, not *of* film...